Category: Reflections

Addictions

I normally consider myself as someone who isn’t careless with money. I’m not addicted to shopping, and I rarely buy new clothes and accessories. I spend my money mostly on food and drinks, and the occasional web stuff. Recently, however, there is this one hobby that I have adopted that I have spent so much …

My God Delusion

For me, one of the stories that I want to hear from people the most would be how they became non-believers (or non-theists), from being born or raised in religious families. I would be interested to know how other people “grew out” of their religious beliefs. I have been watching random stand-up comedians on YouTube …

Vulnerability

One thing that I have always found challenging is learning how to be vulnerable with others. I know how to be vulnerable. I think I am a vulnerable person. I have plenty of insecurities, and I am not the bravest person in the world. I have enough honesty in me to admit all these things, …

The Meaning of (My) Life

I have written about this before, but I have been thinking about it again. It’s about the meaninglessness of life, and my acceptance of that, and what it’s like to see people around me — either close to me, or just humanity in general — cope in this world through any way they can, be …

February 28th

Today, I went out for a walk. And I was at my happiest, like I always am when I go out for long walks. Everything was beautiful. I found a place I took for granted before. Body scan meditation. Walked some more. Earlier this day, I walked out of my house with a smile, and …

Fantasies and Frustrations

I probably am too young to write this post, and I’m sure that if I were a bit older, I would have a lot more interesting insights about this topic, but I can’t help but think about this now. Recently, I asked myself a question, am I in the place I thought I would be …

Conscious Effort

I am taking the initiative to change some qualities in myself that needs to be improved. I have been doing it somewhat spontaneously and subconsciously before, but I thought writing them down might help me have a clearer perspective and make these goals more concrete. Being more assertive and clearly laying out what I want, …

Obligatory New Year Post

(This didn’t make it as my first post of the year, but I made it to January’s first week, so yay!) Happy New Year! 🎆 I hope you all had a wonderful New Year’s celebration. I had an amazing time with my family. New Year, for me, is the culmination of the Christmas season. Like …